Cherry paper catches stars
from the Christmas tree by the
scratchy wicker basket.
Pink wrapping rips fast,
except where Sellotape tugs tight,
resisting, putting up a fight.
Bedtime Barbie sleeps
through jiggling and jerking and pulling
and slippers coming loose in the box
to smack her in the face.
She needs a kiss goodnight
but goodnight is a forgotten wish,
remember.
She smells of blanketed babies.
Lace nightie tight at the neck,
skin beneath not yet wrong.
Wavy hair is brushed and plaited and patted
and persuaded by a boyfriend to be kept long.
Discard cherry paper
in tangles of sheet and pillow and ribbon.
No, save the wrapping – it’ll get used again,
for something small.
But the stars are ruined.

Published by Louise Beech
I remember sitting in my musician father's cross-legged lap while he tried to show me the guitar chords. I was three. His music sheets fascinated me - strange language that translated into music. My mother taught French and English, so her fluency with words fired my interest.
I love all forms of writing. My short stories have won the Glass Woman Prize, the Eric Hoffer Award for Prose, and the Aesthetica Creative Works competition, as well as shortlisting twice for the Bridport Prize and being published in a variety of UK magazines. My first play, Afloat, was performed at Hull Truck Theatre in 2012. I also wrote a ten-year newspaper column for the Hull Daily Mail about being a parent.
My debut novel, How to be Brave, was a Guardian Readers' pick for 2015. My third novel Maria in the Moon was described as ‘quirky, darkly comic and heartfelt’ by the Sunday Mirror; The Lion Tamer Who Lost shortlisted for the Popular Romantic Novel of 2019 at the RNA Awards and longlisted for the Polari Prize 2019; Call Me Star Girl longlisted for the Guardian’s Not The Booker Prize and was Best magazine’s Best Book of the Year 2019; and I Am Dust was a Crime Magazine Monthly Pick. This Is How We Are Human was a Clare Mackintosh Book of the Month. Daffodils, the audiobook of my memoir, and Nothing Else were released 2022. End of Story (as Louise Swanson) and the paperback version of my memoir, Eighteen Seconds, were released in 2023.
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